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So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in
Drop dead, a bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation
These eyes have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
So tell me, what would you say?
I'd say it's time to
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in
Ignorance and understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding?
How far will we take this?
It's not hard to see through the thickness
So tell me, what would you say?
I'd say it's time to
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe
This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone, can't help myself
And no one knows
That this is worthless to me
So
What have we done?
We're in a war that can't be won
This can't be real
'Cause I don't know what to feel
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating?
Can't find a good reason
For this world to believe
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes, it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
So what am I fighting for?
Everything back and more
And I'm not gonna let this go
I'm ready to settle the score
Get ready cause this is war
There are days that I think I'm crazy
Other days nothing seems to faze me
There's nothing more and nothing less
Just all the fears that I must confess well
I'm afraid I believe in nothing
No hopes or dreams you could've left me dead
Naive and not to mention
I'm losing count of all my blessings
With all that I've done, it's too late
I can't take back all that I have become
So all that I'm trying to say
I'm looking for a better way
Some days it just gets so hard
And I don't wanna slip away
So what am I fighting for?
Everything back and more
And I'm not gonna let this go
I'm ready to settle the score
Get ready cause this is war
Another day in the right direction
I'm ok but I'm left to question
How did I get so far behind the rest?
Why am I so inclined to forget?
All the days that you made me crazy
Nowadays you don't even faze me
It's all the same and I don't stress none
Sick and tired of all this tension
With all that I've done, it's too late
I can't take back all that I have become
So all that I'm trying to say
I'm looking for a better way
Some days it just gets so hard
And I don't wanna slip away
So what am I fighting for?
Everything back and more
And I'm not gonna let this go
I'm ready to settle the score
Get ready cause this is war
Get ready cause this is war
Get ready cause this is war
All that I'm trying to say
I'm looking for a better way
Some days it just gets so hard
And I don't wanna slip away
So what am I fighting for?
Everything back and more
And I'm not gonna let this go
I'm ready to settle the score
Get ready cause this is war
I'm looking for a better way
Some days it just gets so hard
And I don't wanna slip away
Get ready cause this is war
Everything back and more
And I'm not gonna let this go
I'm ready to settle the score
Get ready cause this is war
The seas have parted, the ending's started
The sky has turned to black
A killing spree through eternity, the devil stabs you in the back
It's midnight now, you must escape somehow
Torture is his leisure
Don't try to hide, he'll make you subside
As he exchanges pain for pleasure
Pain for pleasure (he's the hunter, you're the game)
Pain for pleasure (Satan is his name)
Watch out
What happened to you?
You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same
But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm falling
I'm falling
Now I'm in over my head, with something I said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocrisy's beginning to get to me
It's none of my concern
Why look to me 'cause I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard
I've met our makers they don't even know your name
But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I'd say my time has served me well
I'm falling
I'm falling
Now I'm in over my head, with something I said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocrisy's beginning to get to me
This came long before those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace, I lost the human race
No one plans for it to blow up in their face
Who said it was easy
To put back all these pieces?
Who said it was so easy
To put back all of these pieces?
Now I'm in over my head, with something I've said
Completely misread, I'm better off dead
And now I can see, how fake you can be
This hypocrisy's beginning to get to me
Over my head
Better off dead
Over my head
Better off dead
Alright
Some say we're never meant to grow up
I'm sure they never knew enough
I know the pressures won't go away
It's too late
Find out we're different somehow
It's too late to even have faith
Don't think things will ever change
You must be dreaming
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall, I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
Believe me, 'cause now's the time to try
Don't wait, the chance will pass you by
Time's up to figure it out, you can't say
It's too late
Seems like everything we knew
Turned out, were never even true
Don't trust, things will never change
You must be dreaming (dreaming)
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall, I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
Some say we're better off without
Knowing what life is all about
I'm sure they'll never realize the way
It's too late
Somehow, it's different every day
In some ways, it never fades away
Seems like it's never gonna change
I must be dreaming (dreaming, dreaming)
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall, I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all
Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'd wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I've made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul (I'll hold on)
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in vow
And pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have, so I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone
With nowhere to go, have come to an end
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul (I'll hold on)
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul (I'll hold on)
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul (I'll hold on)
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't believe this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by?
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me
I can't believe
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore! So
Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same thing to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
But what else are we supposed to do?
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
Anymore!
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose?
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Why do things that matter the most
Never end up being what we chose?
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had
Oh my love, how do I explain
How I've come to feel this way?
I'm addicted to the pain
Even more than words can say
Every hit hurts like your kiss
Like a needle to a vein
My last words of this begin
I want you
She said, you don't even know
How, just how much I need it
How far will you go?
(I just wanna feel you cum)
You make me so crazy
But I'm okay just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight
So now that it has come to this
I'll be your dirty little thrill
For the world I wouldn't miss
'Cause I just wanna feel you kill
Self-inflicted masochist
How could anyone resist?
My last words of this begin
I want you
She said you don't even know
How, just how much I need it
How far will you go?
(I just wanna feel you cum)
You make me so crazy
But I'm okay just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight
Tell me the difference between love and death
You fear them both as they take your breath
Tell me the difference between love and death
You fear them both as they take your breath
And all of this comes to an end
But I cannot resist your death
She said, you don't even know
How, just how much I need it
How far will you go?
(I just wanna feel you cum)
You make me so crazy
But I'm okay just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight
She said, you don't even know
How, just how much I need it
How far will you go?
(I just wanna feel you cum)
You make me so crazy
But I'm okay just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight
Maybe nothing else will ever be so clear
Or maybe that's only my fear
If just for one day, I wish I could disappear
Just take me far from here
Maybe I'd find out nothing new
Maybe I'd end up just like you
There's no solution (no solution)
Give me truth to my conviction
Is my own confusion (my confusion)
Reality or fiction?
Am I out of my mind?
The constant pressure that keeps hanging over me (hanging over me)
It makes me feel so empty
It's more than anything that I could ever be (I could ever be)
What else could you take from me?
It's getting harder to relate
Don't want to make the same mistake
There's no solution (no solution)
Give me truth to my conviction
Is my own confusion (my confusion)
Reality or fiction?
Am I out of my mind?
It took me so long to find out
It's right there in front of me
Too close to see what I thought was true
I see right through what's killing you
There's no solution (I can see)
Give me truth to my conviction
Is my own confusion (that I feel)
Reality or fiction?
Am I out of my mind?
So maybe nothing else will ever be so clear
Or maybe that's only my fear (am I out of my mind?)
If just for one day, I wish I could disappear
Just take me far from here (am I out of my mind?)
Zero chance, there's no way out
No solutions given now
(There's no point resisting, there's nobody listening)
Are we just sick, are we just tired
Apathetic, uninspired
(What do you believe in, there's nobody leading)
So tell me what's real
I don't know if I can feel
All that we have is just slipping away
And I don't believe that it's gonna be okay
You can't stop the bleeding, it's almost too late
You're leaving this all behind with hell to pay
All of the dearly beloved
Your time is up, they're out for blood
(Misery made it so hopelessly vagrant)
And no one can believe a single word that you say
Secrets kept us in disguise
As he about to pull us down
(Do what you will, you descend to the value)
Tell me what's right
I don't see the light
All that we have is just slipping away
And I don't believe that it's gonna be okay
You can't stop the bleeding, it's almost too late
You're leaving this all behind with hell to pay
Silence, they don't hear you calling
The further down you fall
And they're not there at all 'cause
They're already gone
So tell me what's real
I don't know if I can feel
Tell me what's right
I don't see the light
All that we have is just slipping away
And I don't believe that it's gonna be okay
You can't stop the bleeding, it's almost too late
You're leaving this all behind with hell to pay
I need this to get me through
Can't resist, don't want to
Believe it, I know it's true
Can't beat it, don't want to try
(A perfect hell)
It's more to me than you ever will know
Down here where the rest of us fell
Waste away, nothing left to show
While I'm in this perfect hell
Obsession has begun
Possessed by destruction
How did I get so low?
Believe me, no one knows
Sometimes I can't hold on
And no one can help me
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense
I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions
On the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction
Thin blood I'm bleeding
Pulse won't stop racing
Just as my heart explodes
No chance that I could win
Too hard to not give in
I just don't feel the same
'Cause I'm the one to blame
Sometimes I can't hold on
And no one can help me
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense
I need this to be myself
It feels like I need some help
It's too late to save myself
Or it's just in my head
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (Hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense
The faster we're falling
We're stopping and stalling
We're running in circles again
Just as things were looking up
You said it wasn't good enough
But still, we're trying one more time
Well maybe we're just trying too hard
When really, it's closer than it is too far
'Cause I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under
'Cause I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under
Instead of going under
Seems like each time I'm with you, I lose my mind
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate
It's one thing to complain, but when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break
Maybe we're just trying too hard
When really, it's closer than it is too far
'Cause I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under
'Cause I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under
Instead of going under
(Instead of going under)
Instead of going under
I can't sit back and wonder why
It took so long for this to die
And I hate it when you fake it
You can't hide it, you might as well embrace it
So believe me, it's not easy
It seems that something's telling me
I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under
'Cause I'm in too deep
And I'm trying to keep
Up above in my head
Instead of going under
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under
Instead of going under again
Instead of going under again (instead of going under again)
I'm not quite myself these days
Guess we all come undone
Time to time in different ways well
I have myself to blame
Guess I don't understand, I need help in many ways
God's got a plan for me
Well I'm gonna tell you one thing
I don't got the patience, or the time!
What can I say?
I'm no angel
I'm not forsaken
But I can bleed!
Tear me open I believe
God will set you up to bleed!
And no one can deceive
What it's meant to be and
Bloody Murder we will scream!
Well I guess it's time for me
Tell me what I'm left to believe in?
'Cause I don't know the concept
Of the pain
I don't want the fate
I'll just lose it
I can prove it
Watch me bleed!
Tear me open I believe
God will set you up to bleed!
And no one can deceive
What it's meant to be and
Bloody Murder we will scream!
God will set you up to tear me open!
'Cause I'm
Not Giving Up
No self control!
Suffocated to the bone
I'm my worst enemy
Who can't be saved
I'm just his disgrace
Tear me open I believe
God will set you up to bleed!
And no one can deceive
What it's meant to be a
Bloody Murder we will scream!
God will sent you up to tear me open!
These days are strange it's true
There's not a thing that I would change, no mistakes that I'd undo
Storming through the party like my name was El Niño
When I'm hanging out drinking in the back of an El Camino
As a kid, was a skid, and no one knew me by name
Trashed my own house party 'cause nobody came
I know I'm not the one you thought you knew back in high school
Never going, never showing up when we had to
Attention that we crave
Don't tell us to behave
I'm sick of always hearing "act your age"
I don't wanna waste my time
Become another casualty of society
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity and back down
Because you don't
Know us at all, we laugh when old people fall
But what would you expect with a conscience so small?
Heavy metal and mullets, it's how we were raised
Maiden and Priest were the gods that we praised
'Cause we like having fun at other people's expense, and
Cutting people is just a minor offence then
It's none of your concern
I guess I'll never learn
I'm sick of being told to wait my turn
I don't wanna waste my time
Become another casualty of society
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity and back down
Don't count on me
To let you know when
Don't count on me
I'll do it again
Don't count on me
It's the point you're missin'
Don't count on me
'Cause I'm not listenin'
Well I'm a no goodnick lower middle class brat
Back packed, and I don't give a shit about nothin'
You be standing on the corner talking all that kufuffin
But you don't make sense from all the gas you be huffin'
'Cause if the egg don't stain, you'll be ringing off the hook
You're on the hit list, wanted in the telephone book
I like songs with distortion
To drink in proportion
The doctor said my mom should've had an abortion
I don't wanna waste my time
Become another casualty of society
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity and back down
(Waste my time with them)
Casualty of society
(Waste my time with them)
Victim of your conformity and back down
Last call for regrets and defeat
To finish the bottle full of empty dreams
Punch-drunk headed straight out of line
Another excuse with no alibi
Hitching on the road of decline
With no-name streets and no vital signs
I pissed away the best of me
And no one can help me
Misery's best friend, dead beat on a dead end
A bag full of regrets and I'm coming clean
The self-elect resident reject
A bad habit, don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings, I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet and now I'm running out of time
My hands are tied and nailed to the cross
I'm looking for all the composure I lost
I'm petulant with a bad attitude
A poster child vision of wasted youth
I dodged the book and found the key
I can't stay the same for dignity
I pissed away the best of me
And no one can help me
Misery's best friend, dead beat on a dead end
A bag full of regrets and I'm coming clean
The self-elect resident reject
A bad habit, don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings, I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet and now I'm running out of time
Now I'm my own enemy
I don't hear you now
Perfect tragedy
God bless us denial
I'm my own enemy
I don't hear you now
Perfect tragedy
God bless us denial
Misery's best friend, dead beat on a dead end
A bag full of regrets and I'm coming clean
The self-elect resident reject
A bad habit, don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings, I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet and now I'm running out of...
Misery's best friend, dead beat on a dead end
A bag full of regrets and I'm coming clean
The self-elect resident reject
A bad habit, don't forget that you better
Count your last blessings, I fell off the wagon
I'm chasing six feet and now I'm running out of time
Take everything left from me
All to blame!
How can we still succeed, taking what we don't need?
Telling lies, alibis, selling all the hate that we breed
Supersize our tragedy
(You can't defy me, or justify greed)
Bought in the land of the free
(Land, free)
And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all
(With no sacrifice)
Realize we spend our lives living in a culture of fear
Stand to salute say thanks to the man of the year
How did we all come to this?
(You can't defy me, or justify greed!)
It's greed that we just can't resist
(Re-sist)
And we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are
We want it all
Everyone wants it all with no
(Sacrifice)
Tell me now, what have we done? we don't know
I can't allow what has begun to tear me down
Believe me now, we don't know just what
With our backs against the wall
And now we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
When all we need
Is something true
To believe
Don't we all?
Everyone, everyone
We will fall
'Cause we're all to blame
We've gone too far
From pride to shame
We're trying so hard
We're dying in vain
We want it all
Everyone, don't we all?
I don't believe in the secrets you keep
But I do wanna know
How do you sleep at night
And I'm over you, congratulations
Thank you for all the pain
'Cause it made it be so much more fun
There's nothing to say now
The feelings are already dead
And I don't believe there's a way now
All that is said has been said
I'm waiting for another day, another way
I don't believe that you can make all the pain go away
So I'll leave it all behind
But I'm leaving with blood in my eyes
Seen through the lines
While believing the lies
For too long a time
And I still don't know how I did
And now war's declared
Drawing the battle lines
And I can't see straight anymore
With all of this blood in my eyes
There's nothing to say now
The feelings are already dead
And I don't believe there's a way now
All that is said has been said
I'm waiting for another day, another way
I don't believe that you can make all the pain go away
So I'll leave it all behind
But I'm leaving with blood in my eyes
There's nothing to say now
The feelings are already dead
And I don't believe there's a way now
All that is said has been said
I'm waiting for another day, another way
I don't believe that you can make all the pain go away
So I'll leave it all behind
But I'm leaving with blood in my eyes
Today, it's too late
How long do we have to wait?
Oh no, I think she knows
That's why I can't let go
I feel this burning inside
A feeling that no one should know
This could be so good again
I'd wait here 'til then
But not with this
So now I'll leave with
No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (with all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head!
We're mad with regret
Memories that we'll both forget
So far it's been so hard
To cover up these scars
I see this falling apart
It's easy to just let it go
No luck between us both
So why keep waiting?
But not with this
So now I'll leave with
No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily decieved
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (with all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head!
What's left to show
It's so bad but I got to know
What's right? Don't know
How to find it out on my own
One by one we both fall down
But who's the first one to hit the ground now?
What's worse, taking the fall
Or be stuck standing alone?
I'll keep your promises if you
Take back everything I said
I find it's got so cold now
That I've lost my heart and soul
No apologies
I never thought you'd be so
Easily deceived
Now I'll just hang my head (I'm falling further out of place)
While I walk with the dead (with all the lies I can't erase)
I'll just hang my head!
Hang my head!
Don't come to me with your problems I don't need them
Your conscience is a weight that I won't hold
You'd rather be the only one who pretends
Is it cause you've been bought and sold so young
Don't ask me questions cause I don't got the answers
If you only knew what time would tell
It's all a test and lessons that you can't learn
You'll know when you spend your time in hell
So as your blood's running thin your time's running out
No one will be listening not even when you shout
When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out
That no one will be with you in the end
A hypocrite you're just a contradiction
Rapped up in your lies who knows what's real
Well this is it your lonely life of fiction
Do you even know how to feel
So as your blood's running thin your time's running out
No one will be listening not even when you shout
When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out
That no one will be with you in the end
So as your blood's running thin your time's running out
No one will be listening not even when you shout
When your angels turn to devils you'll finally figure out
That no one will be with you in the end
The end
The end
The end
I'm the kid that no one knows
I live a life I never chose
With these thoughts in my mind
On my own, my own
I'm face to face with the unknown
My scary movie will be shown
I've got one you won't mind
Of my own, of my own
We take from one another
We never stop to wonder
How it feels from the other side?
Well, nothing lasts forever
When stupid turns to clever
Why are you so blind?
Little know it all (little know it all)
Ten bucks in my hands
Little know it all (little know it all)
Don't cry, I understand
I'm a target of the smart
They got ambition, I got heart
I'm analyzed and tagged before I start
So tell me, who can I respect?
I feel the leash around my neck
As I find out there's shame
In the game (in the game)
We take from one another
And never stop to wonder
How it feels from the other side?
Well, nothing lasts forever
When stupid turns to clever
Why are you so blind?
And I feel like
I'm caught outside the box
And I feel like
I'm sleeping when I'm not
We take from one another
And never stop to wonder
How it feels from the other side?
But nothing lasts forever
When stupid turns to clever
Why are you so blind?
Little know it all (little know it all)
Ten bucks in my hands
Little know it all (little know it all)
Don't cry, I understand
Little know it all (little know it all)
Ten bucks in my hands
Little know it all (little know it all)
Don't cry, I understand
You'll never know it all