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Had a dream your father died
I couldn't scream, I couldn't cry
The second night, I dreamt you drowned
You couldn't fight, you were not found
These violent delights
Keep creeping into my nights
And they're reading my rites
And I'll never sleep alone again
And these violent delights
Keep bleeding into the light
And I'll never be right
But they'll never sleep alone again when I'm gone
When I'm gone
A photograph will steal your soul
An epitaph won't make you whole
If I disappear, they'll say I killed myself
I never feared for my own health
And these violent delights
Keep creeping into my nights
And they're reading my rites
And I'll never sleep alone again
And these violent delights
Keep bleeding into the light
And I'll never be right
But they'll never sleep alone again when I'm gone
When I'm gone
I don't want to see it, I don't want to see it
I don't want to sleep alone, no
I don't want to see it, I don't want to see it
Never sleep alone again, no
I don't want to see it, I don't want to see it
I don't want to sleep alone, no
I don't want to see it, I don't want to see it
Never sleep alone again when I'm gone
These violent delights
Keep creeping into my nights
And they're reading my rites
And I'll never sleep alone again
And these violent delights
Keep bleeding into the light
And I'll never be right
And they'll never sleep alone again when I'm gone
When I'm gone
Alone again when I'm gone
When I'm gone
Light is all over us
Like it always was
Like it always was
Shaped by the clearest blue
But it's not enough
It's not enough, not enough
Just another time I'm caught inside every open eye
Holding on tightly to the sides, never quite learning why
You'll meet me, you'll meet me
You'll meet me halfway
Whenever I feel it coming on, you can be well aware
If ever I try to push away, you can just keep me there
So please say you'll meet me
Meet me halfway
Tied to the shifting ground
Like I always was
Like I always was
You were the perfect storm
But it's not enough
It's not enough, not enough, not enough
Just another time that I go down, but you are keeping up
Holding to a hope you'll undermine, never to be reversed
Just another time I'm caught inside every open eye
Holding on tightly to the sides, never quite learning why
Whenever I feel it coming on, you can be well aware
If ever I try to push away, you can just keep me, tell me
Tell me, tell me you'll meet me
Tell me, tell me you'll keep me
Tell me, tell me you'll meet me
Will you meet me more than halfway up?
Shaped by clearest blue
Shaped by clearest blue
Shaped (will you keep it half-a-way?)
By clearest blue (will you keep it, half-a-way?)
Shaped (will you keep it, half-a-way?)
By clearest blue (will you keep it, half-a-way?)
Wasn't it gonna be fun and wasn't it gonna be new?
Wasn't it gonna be different and wasn't it gonna be true?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Weren't you gonna be sorry and weren't you gonna be pure?
Weren't we gonna be honest and weren't we gonna be more?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
All you want is to play at playing God
But I'm falling in, I'm falling out
All you need is to play at playing God
And I'm falling in, I'm falling out
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever say die
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever say die
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever stop
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever say die
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Weren't you trying forgiveness and weren't you trying to stay?
Weren't you trying to look up and weren't you trying to pray?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
Didn't you say that?
All you want is to play at playing God
But I'm falling in, I'm falling out
All you need is to play at playing God
And I'm falling in, I'm falling out
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever say die
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever say die
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever stop
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
Never, never, never, ever
Never, ever, ever say die
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
(Didn't you say that? Didn't you say that?)
I get the last word
Only because I write on the walls in my head
Maybe some things are better unsaid
To be left on the sheets of your bed
Can I forgive if I forget
All my mistakes and my regrets?
If all of this is for the best
I've been singing that song again
Another ballad that won't make amends
It's been giving me nightmares again
And they don't end
I've been singing along again
Another poem designed for revenge
Now I'm living the nightmare again
And it won't end
Pity the actor canning the laughter
I know I waited too long (for-for-forgiving)
I played so dumb, I was under the thumb
A conclusion far too foregone (for-for-forgone)
Can I forgive if I forget
All my mistakes and my regrets?
If all of this is for the best
I've been singing that song again
Another ballad that won't make amends
It's been giving me nightmares again
And they don't end
I've been singing along again
Another poem designed for revenge
Now I'm living the nightmare again
And it won't end
For-for-forgiving
For-for-forgetting
For-for-forgiving
For-for-forgetting
It might have looked like love, but it tasted a lot like blood
What is it like to be the apple of your own eye?
Always loved, always seen
Always gratified, always heard
Always safe, always satisfied
An ugly song came from a ballad for a friend
If beauty is in the eye of the beholder, it never ends
I was no sweet dream, but I was never a nightmare
I'm glad that we can all now stop pretending that you cared
I was no sweet dream, but I was never a nightmare
I love it when you talk about it to people who weren't here
The arrogance and narcissism laid bare
I was no sweet dream, but I was never a nightmare
I've been singing that song again
Another ballad that won't make amends
It's been giving me nightmares again
And they don't end
I've been singing along again
Another poem designed for revenge
Now I'm living the nightmare again
And it won't end
For-for-forgiving
For-for-forgetting
For-for-forgiving
For-for-forgetting
For-for-forgiving
For-for-forgetting
For-for-forgiving
For-for-forgetting
Everyone sees, but only I know
Nothing to lose, nothing to save to make a whole
What if I should make a loss?
Hold up both my hands, my fingers crossed
I don't sleep well, layin' low
Never keepin' up, never lettin' go
What if I should look away?
Every human touch will be repaid
Without restraint
Within our veins
We bide our time, stay afloat
Keepin' the sun up off our bones
I never asked to know, never planned
'Til it was swept out of my hand
We bide our time, stay afloat
Keepin' the dying light exposed
I never asked to know, never lied
So I could keep you on my side
We feel the same
Without restraint
We feel the same
Within our veins
Everyone comes, but only I stay
Nowhere to look, nowhere to turn to fall away
What if I should call it off?
Hold up my demands with my heart uncrossed
I don't sleep well, layin' low
Never keepin' up, never lettin' go
What if I should let it fade?
Every human touch will be repaid
Without restraint
Within our veins
We bide our time, stay afloat
Keepin' the sun up off our bones
I never asked to know, never planned
'Til it was swept out of my hand
We bide our time, stay afloat
Keepin' the dying light exposed
I never asked to know, never lied
So I could keep you on my side
We feel the same
Without restraint
We feel the same
Within our veins
We feel the same (payin' back all our chances, payin' back what we take)
Without restraint (payin' back all our chances, payin' back, t-take)
We feel the same (payin' back all our chances, payin' back what we take)
Within our veins (payin' back all our chances, payin' back, t-take)
We bide our time, stay afloat
Keepin' the sun up off our bones
I never asked to know, never planned
'Til it was swept out of my hand
We bide our time, stay afloat
Keepin' the dying light exposed
I never asked to know, never lied
So I could keep you on my side
We feel the same
Without restraint
We feel the same
Within our veins
We feel the same (payin' back all our chances, payin' back what we take)
Without restraint (payin' back all our chances, payin' back, t-take)
We feel the same (payin' back all our chances, payin' back what we take)
Within our veins (payin' back all our chances, chances, chances)
Chances, chances, chances, chances
Chances, chances, chances, chances
No more excuses and no more playing dead
There are no silver linings in anything you said
If you keep on denying and I could stay away
We could hold up our hands, say we don't want it, we don't need it
If I give more than enough ground, will you claim it?
I will take it all in one breath and hold it down
And if I try to pretend that I don't hear it
You can tell me to move and I won't go
You can tell me to try and I won't go
If I give more than enough ground, will you leave it?
I will take it all in one breath and hold it down
And if I try to pretend that I don't see it
You can tell me to move and I won't go
You can tell me to try and I won't go
No more distractions and no more staying still
I am chasing the skyline much more than you ever will
You can keep to your story and I could stick to mine
We could hold up our hands, say we don't want it, we don't need it
If I give more than enough ground, will you claim it?
I will take it all in one breath and hold it down
And if I try to pretend that I don't hear it
You can tell me to move and I won't go
You can tell me to try and I won't go
If I give more than enough ground, will you leave it?
I will take it all in one breath and hold it down
And if I try to pretend that I don't see it
You can tell me to move and I won't go
You can tell me to try and I won't go
If I give more than enough ground, will you claim it?
I will take it all in one breath and hold it down
And if I try to pretend that I don't hear it
You can tell me to move and I won't go
You can tell me to try and I won't go
If I give more than enough ground, will you leave it?
I will take it all in one breath and hold it down
And if I try to pretend that I don't see it
You can tell me to move and I won't go
You can tell me to try and I won't go
Can I tell you something just between you and me?
When I hear your voice, I know I'm finally free
Every single word is perfect as it can be
And I need you here with me
When you lift me up, I know that I'll never fall
I can speak to you by saying nothing at all
Every single time, I find it harder to breathe
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're sayin' the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're sayin' the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
I think I see your face in every place that I go
I try to hide it, but I know that it's gonna show
Every single night, I find it harder to sleep
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're sayin' the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
Every day
You're sayin' the words that I want you to say
There's a pain in my heart and it won't go away
Now I know I'm falling in deep
'Cause I need you here with me
Can I tell you something just between you and me?
When I hear your voice, I know I'm finally free
Every single word is perfect as it can be
'Cause I need you here with me
Let's make a toast to the damned
Waiting for tomorrow
When we're played out by the band
Drowning out our sorrows
What will become of us now, at the end of time?
We'll be fine, you and I
Let's draw a line in the sand
Keep it straight and narrow
We had it all in our hands
We begged and then we borrowed
What will become of us all at the end of love?
When we've stopped looking up?
You can take my heart
And hold it together as we fall apart
Maybe together we can make our mark in the stars we embark
And keep us together as the lights go dark
Let's tell the truth, just for once
Asking for an answer
Now that it's all said and done
Nothing really matters
What will become of us all if we dare to dream?
At the end of the scene?
You can take my heart
Hold it together as we fall apart
Maybe together we can make our mark in the stars we embark
And keep us together as the lights go dark
Let's open up to the sky
Askin' it for closure
'Least we can say that we tried
But it's never really over
What will become of us all, at the end of the line?
Will we live?
Will we die?
You can take my heart
Hold it together as we fall apart
Maybe together we can make our mark in the stars we embark
And keep us together as the lights go dark
You can take my heart
Hold it together as we fall apart
Maybe together we can make our mark in the stars we embark
And keep us together as the lights go dark
Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies
Careful what you wish for
We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies
Saying that we wanted more
I feel like I'm falling, but I'm trying to fly
Where does all the good go?
We're looking for answers in the highest of highs
But will we ever, ever know?
And I need you to know, I'm not asking for a miracle
But if love is enough, could you let it show?
If you feel it could you let me know? (Oh, ohh)
(Oh, ohh) If you feel it could you let me know? (Oh, ohh)
(Oh, ohh) I'm not asking for a miracle
Ask for forever when the end is in sight
Showing what you want to
We're looking for light inside an ocean of night
But will we ever see it through?
And I need you to know, I'm not asking for a miracle
But if love is enough, could you let it show?
If you feel it could you let me know? (Oh, ohh)
(Oh, ohh) If you feel it could you let me know? (Oh, ohh)
(Oh, ohh) I'm not asking for a miracle
Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies
I'm not asking for a miracle
We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies
I'm not asking for a miracle (I'm not asking for a miracle)
I'm not asking for a miracle
If you feel it could you let me know?
Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies
I'm not asking for a miracle
We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies
I'm not asking for a miracle (I'm not asking for a miracle)
Ask me no questions, I will tell you no lies
I'm not asking for a miracle
We're looking for angels in the darkest of skies
I'm not asking for a miracle (I'm not asking for a miracle)
Killing your idols is a chore
And it's such a fucking bore
'Cause I don't need them anymore
So, maybe if you just got some guts
We'd kill them with a thousand cuts
And say we did it out of love
So save your breath
Give a little of what you have left
Do they know something I don't?
Is it easier when you don't have to count to ten?
When you don't have to pretend?
I want to know that feeling
Is it easier when you don't have to start again
When you don't want to make amends?
I want to know that feeling
Good girls don't cry
And good girls don't lie
And good girls justify but I don't
Good girls don't die
And good girls stay alive
And good girls satisfy but I won't
They tell me I'm hellbent on revenge
I cut my teeth on weaker men
I won't apologise again
And, I never had a taste for liars
Or the uniquely uninspired
'Cause I don't need to be desired
Is it easier when you don't have to count to ten?
When you don't have to pretend?
I want to know that feeling
Is it easier when you don't have to start again
When you don't want to make amends?
I want to know that feeling
Good girls don't cry
And good girls don't lie
And good girls justify but I don't
Good girls don't die
And good girls stay alive
And good girls satisfy but I won't
No, I won't (ha)
Killing your idols is a chore
And it's such a fucking bore
But we don't need them anymore
We don't need them anymore
I lost myself, my mental health
Yeah, on a broken carousel
Spun down to hell
How far we fell?
Maybe just as well
The stones we throw
They told me so
Yeah, it was death by stereo
When they dealt the final blow
Nowhere to go
I turned into a killer
I'm insane
I'll cry you a river
Down the drain
Are you entertained?
No one to call
In my downfall
Yeah, in the valley of the dolls
I was climbing up the walls
No light at all
I turned into a killеr
I'm insane
I'll cry you a river
Down the drain
I turnеd into a killer
Played the game
Don't look in the mirror
Feel the pain
Are you entertained?
I turned into a killer
I'm insane
I'll cry you a river
Down the drain
Are you entertained?
Talked ourselves to death
Never saying what I wanted
Saying what I needed
I pushed you to the edge
Never knowing what I wanted
Knowing what I needed you to say
Reflections you used to see
Never look alike to me
Get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?
Good intentions never good enough
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?
Going out my mind
Never getting what I wanted
Getting what I needed
I left myself behind
Never knowing what I wanted
Knowing what I needed you to do
Reflections you used to see
Never look alike to me
Get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?
Good intentions never good enough
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?
So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
Get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?
Good intentions never good enough
Can we get out, get out
Get, get, get out
Get, get, get out of here?
So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
So do you want to turn it around?
And do you want to show me how?
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
You are a kaleidoscope
He said "you bore me to death"
"I know you heard me the first time" and
"Be sad but don't be depressed"
Just think it over, over and
He said "it's all in your head"
"But keep an ear to the grapevine" and
"Get drunk but don't be a mess"
Keep thinking over, over I try
But it's hard to hit rewind
When I feel like
I feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Over and over, I
Feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Over and over, I try
Oo-ooh, ooh, oo-ooh
He said "you need to be fed"
"But keep an eye on your waistline" and
"Look good but don't be obsessed"
Keep thinking over, over I try
But it's hard to know what's right
When I feel like I'm borrowing all of my time
And it's hard to hit rewind
When I feel like
I feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Over and over, I
Feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Over and over, I (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Over and over, I
Feel like I'm losing my mind (feel like I'm losing my mind)
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Over and over, I try
Oo-ooh, ooh, oo-ooh
Oo-ooh, ooh, oo-ooh
I will never believe what they say
There is a strength in enduring
They never speak for themselves
We are disappearing
You will be all that I seek
In a twisted light
I would live inside you
Words will be all that I keep
In an open space
They would live inside you
We hold up to an idea
And we'll fight what we can't see
We just hold up to an idea
We keep going till we can't hear
(Dead air)
We hold up to an idea
And we'll fight what we can't see
We just hold up to an idea
We keep going till we can't hear
(Dead air)
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
This is a call to your arms
To take on mind over matter
Replacing fist over fist
We are disappearing
You will be all that I seek
In a twisted light
I would live inside you
Words will be all that I keep
In an open space
They would live inside you
We hold up to an idea
And we'll fight what we can't see
We just hold up to an idea
We keep going till we can't hear
(Dead air)
We hold up to an idea
And we'll fight what we can't see
We just hold up to an idea
We keep going till we can't hear
(Dead air)
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air
We a- we a-are
We are all just dead air