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Keep holding on
When my brain's ticking like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts
Have come again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I've heard
Sing along, mockingbird
You don't affect me
That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Please strike
Be deliberate
Wait, I'm coming undone
Irate, I'm coming undone
Too late, I'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate
Wait, I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate
Choke, choke again
I thought my demons were my friends
Pity me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I tasted sorrow on my tongue
And the sweet sugar gun
Does not protect me
That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now
Wait, I'm coming undone
Irate, I'm coming undone
Too late, I'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate
Wait, I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate
I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like I'm not getting better
Not getting better
Wait, I'm coming undone
Irate, I'm coming undone
Too late, I'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate
Wait, I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong, so delicate
You can't bring me down
Already had my life turned upside down
I ride a downward spiral 'round and 'round
But I keep flying, I keep fighting
You won't ever bring me down
I'm good, I'm fine, this life divine
No hate, no shame, no one to blame
You might disguise, your life with lies
I won't chastise
Even if you think you can bring me down
Already had my life turned upside down
I ride a downward spiral 'round and 'round
But I keep trying, I keep fighting
You won't ever bring me down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me) down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me)
I can't escape from your disdain
Your hurt, your pain, your drama is lame
Why can't you find some peace inside
I won't chastise
Even when you think you can bring me down
Already had my life turned upside down
I ride a downward spiral 'round and 'round
But I keep trying, I keep fighting
You won't ever bring me down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me) down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me)
(Hater, hater, hater)
(Hater hater hater)
I'm good, I'm fine, this life's divine
No hate, no shame, no one to blame
Why can't you find some peace inside?
(Hater, hater, hater, hater, hater)
You can't bring me down
Already had my life turned upside down
I ride a downward spiral 'round and 'round
But I keep trying, I keep fighting
You won't ever bring me down (hater, hater, hater, hater, hater)
You won't ever bring me down (hater, hater, hater, hater, hater)
You won't ever bring me down (hater, hater, hater, hater, hater)
'Cause I keep flying, I keep fighting
You won't ever bring me down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me) down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me) down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me) down, down, down, down, down
(You won't ever bring me) down
Don't wanna be sly and defile you
Desecrate my mind and rely on you
I just wanna break this crown
But it's hard when I'm so run down
And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal
Got to bring myself back from the dead
Sometimes I hate the life I made
Everything's wrong every time
Pushing on, I can't escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me, taking its sweet time
Holding on, I'm lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days
Don't wanna be rude but I have to
Nothing's good about the hell you put me through
I just need to look around
See that life that has come unbound
And you're so cynical, narcissistic cannibal
Got to bring myself back from the dead
Sometimes I hate the life I made
Everything's wrong every time
Pushing on, I can't escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me, taking its sweet time
Sometimes I hate the life I made
Everything's wrong every time
Pushing on, I can't escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me, taking its sweet time
Holding on, I'm lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days
Holding on, I'm lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days
Hey you, hey you
Devil's little sister
Listening to your
Twisted transistor
Hold it between your legs
Turn it up, turn it up
The wind is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life
Where no one understands you
But don't give up
Because the music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you
Forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor
Hey you, hey you
Finally, you get it
The world ain't fair
Eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your breasts, your dress
Vibrations coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life
Where no one understands you
But don't give up
Because the music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Because the music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you
Forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Music do, music do
Hey you, hey you
This won't hurt a bit
(This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt)
Says who, says who
Anesthetize this bitch
(Anesthetize this bitch, anesthetize)
Just let me be
Between you and me, don't fit
Music do
And then it's reaching
Inside you
Forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your scream's a whisper
Hang on you
Twisted transistor
I'm digging with my finger tips
I'm ripping at the ground I stand upon
I'm searching for fragile bones
(Evolution)
I'm never gonna be refined
Keep trying but I won't assimilate
Sure we have come far in time
(Watch the ground break)
And I'm sorry, I don't believe
By the evidence that I see
That there's any hope left for me
It's evolution...
Just evolution...
And I
I do not dare deny
The basic beast inside
It's right here, it's controlling my mind
And why
Do I deserve to die?
I'm dominated by
This animal that's locked up inside
Close up I get a real good view
I'm betting that the species will survive
Hold tight, I'm getting inside you
(Evolution)
And when we're gonna find these bones
They're gonna wanna keep them in a jar
The number one virus caused by
(Procreation)
And the planet may go astray
In a million years I'll say:
"Those motherfuckers were all deranged"
It's evolution...
Just evolution...
And I
I do not dare deny
The basic beast inside
It's right here, it's controlling my mind
And why
Do I deserve to die?
I'm dominated by
This animal that's locked up inside
Take a look around
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
Nothing must has changed
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
Take a look around
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
Nothing must has changed
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
(Take a look around)
Take a look around!!!
Take a look around!!!
Take a look around!!!
Nothing must has changed
Take a look around!!!
Take a look around!!!
Nothing must has changed
Take a look around!!!
Take a look around!!!
Nothing must has changed!!!
Take a look around!!!
And I
I do not dare deny
The basic beast inside
It's right here, it's controlling my mind
And why
Do I deserve to die?
I'm dominated by
This animal that's locked up inside
Why!?
(Why? Why? Why? Why?)
Why do I deserve to die?
(Do I deserve to die? Why? Why? Why?)
It walks with me, it takes its time
It sinks its teeth in one at a time
It loves to feed, it loves my past
It's always taunting but somehow out of grasp
Can you hear me? 'Cause I'm lost
And I may never come back again
And while my heart keeps holding on
I know I'll never be the same again
It talks to me, it holds my hand
It showers me with things I can't understand
It has no reason, it knows no time
It's constantly watching, so it's not left behind
Can you hear me? 'Cause I'm lost
And I may never come back again
And while my heart keeps holding on
I know I'll never be the same again
Can you hear me? 'Cause I'm lost
And I may never come back again
And while my heart keeps holding on
I know I'll never be the same again
You know I'll never be the same again
You know I'll never be the same again
You know I'll never be the same again
You know I'll never be the same again
Can you hear me? 'Cause I'm lost
And I may never come back again
And while my heart keeps holding on
I know I'll never be the same again
I know I'll never be the same again
I know I'll never be the same again
I know I'll never be the same again
I know I'll never be the same again
My brother, you love her
But don't give up your instincts
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blink
They're trained to seduce you
Suck you dry quick as they can
They bite down, reduce you
Now you're barely a man
Oh my God
How could you deny the flood
That's flowing through you?
Hey you, you're saying that
She's all that you desire, liar
Hey you, you think you can
Throw water on this fire, liar
It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't wimp up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door
Oh my God
How could you deny the flood
That's flowing through you?
Hey you, you're saying that
She's all that you desire, liar
Hey you, you think you can
Throw water on this fire, liar
Oh my God
How could you deny the flood
That's flowing through you?
Hey you, you're saying that
She's all that you desire, liar
Hey you, you think you can
Throw water on this fire, liar
Liar!
Liar!
Liar!
Liar!
Oh my God
How could you deny the flood
That's flowing through you?
I am clearly broken and
No-one knows what to do
Pieces of the puzzle don't fit
So I pound them into you
Itching is the pulse inside
Creeping up to come alive
It's just doing what it's gonna do
Times are looking grim these days
Holding on to everything
It's hard to draw the line
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Shut the fuck up, get up!
I can't wait to rip my eyes out
And look at you
Peace through pain is precious
'Specially when it's done by you
Itching is the pulse inside
Creeping up to come alive
It's just doing what it's gonna do
Times are looking grim these days
Holding on to everything
It's hard to draw the line
And I, I'm hiding in this empty space
Tortured by my memories
Of what I left behind
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Up
Up
Up
Up
Up
Up
Times are looking grim these days
Holding on to everything
It's hard to draw the line
And I am hiding in this empty space
Tortured by my memories
Of what I left behind
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Shut the fuck up, get up!
Shut the fuck up, get up!
They come for me, discomforting
They make me feel like I'm one step away
From doing it, I'm through with it
I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
They come for me, discomforting
They make me feel like I'm one step away
From doing it, I'm through with it
I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
Set the bait and I'm waiting
In a state of concentrating
I'm gonna knock this motherfucker down, down, down, down, down
And there's a catch with this waiting
All of my thoughts are overtaking
Do I got the strength to take this fucker down
Deep in me, insulting
Talking shit, pushing me
Cold
Cold
Inside lying deep, the father of hate
The endless nightmare I can never escape
The broken in flames, they call out my name
They dance in my dreams while I scream out in pain
I'm on my way, this is the day
This is the time to break it down
Get out my way, nothing can stay
This is the time to break it down
Alone, awake with the craving
I watch my step, I'm calculating
On how I'm taking this motherfucker down, down, down, down, down
I don't know what I am thinking
Sometimes I feel like I am sinking
Into the ground I'll call my grave
Cold
Inside lying deep, the father of hate
The endless nightmare I can never escape
I'm on my way, this is the day
This is the time to break it down
Get out my way, nothing can stay
This is the time to break it down
Break it down
Deep in me, insulting
Talking shit, pushing me
I'm on my way, this is the day
This is the time to break it down
Get out my way, nothing can stay
This is the time to break it down
I'm on my way, this is the day
This is the time to break it down
Get out my way, nothing can stay
This is the time to break it down
They come for me, discomforting
They make me feel like I'm one step away
From doing it, I'm through with it
I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
They come for me, discomforting
They make me feel like I'm one step away
From doing it, I'm through with it
I can't do it, suffer, can't get to it
I wouldn't be angry if you'd just fucking cried
Your tears would arouse me, refreshing my supply
The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky
Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye
Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can't seem to get away
Another day rotting in vain
I wouldn't be angry if things would stay the same
You're fighting the torment that helps me feed my pain
The suffering is fading, I scream into the sky
Repulsion invades me, I say goodbye
Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can't seem to get away
Another day rotting in
I can't hear this
I can't fuck it
I can't take this
I hate
Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can't seem to get away
Another day rotting in
Digging deep inside of me
Getting past this agony
I can't seem to get away
Another day rotting in vain
Life!
Things keep ending up this way
Another notch is carved away
In the thoughts of mass decay
Funny how things end up this way
Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
Life!
That's not right out insane
Satisfaction is delayed
Its motivation is displayed
Flaunting its misogyny
Funny how I thought it'd go away
Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
Life!
That's not right out insane
I'm constantly beat up inside, and I'm the one to blame
No one can relate to me, that's not right out insane
(That's not right out insane)
(That's not right out insane)
That's not right out insane
That's not right out insane
That's not right out insane
That's not right out insane
Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
Beaten down, dominated by its sound
Growing deep within my head
Softly dying, its soul is shed
Eating me all up inside
This cancer finds everything I hide
Living my life horrified
Nothing will keep this pacified and out my life
Life!
That's not right out insane
That's not right out insane
I never knew what I was gonna be
Somebody saw what I couldn't see
And lifted me up now
I never thought I could be worthy of
Loving under the sky above
Don't let the wonderful
Why does everybody have to fit in?
Yo should feel so damn comfortable in the skin
Does that mean I am the...
Souvenir of sadness
Method to the madness
Hands up if you feel this
Anyone who has this...
Stand up, nobody's dying to save you!
Speak up, nobody's waiting to see you!
Wake up, nobody's working to pay you!
Let me make it clear you'll have this...
Back then, nobody knew in the schoolyard!
Now then, you have grown up to be this hard!
Go then, walk through this world with your heart scarred!
You're the souvenir of sadness
They never knew what I was gonna say
Punch me and kick me and run away
You know who you are so...
Now look at me what do you have to say
Never cared much for you anyway
You know who you are so...
Now look at me what do you have to say
Never give up for you anyway
Happy childhood back-lash
Souvenir of sadness
Method to the madness
Hands up if you feel this
Anyone who has this...
Stand up, nobody's dying to save you!
Speak up, nobody's waiting to see you!
Wake up, nobody's working to pay you!
Let me make it clear you'll have this...
Back then, nobody knew in the schoolyard!
Now then, you have grown up to be this hard!
Go then, walk through this world with your heart scarred!
You're the souvenir of sadness
Souvenir of sadness
Method to the madness
Hands up if you feel this
Anyone who has this...
Stand up, nobody's dying to save you!
Speak up, nobody's waiting to see you!
Wake up, nobody's working to pay you!
Let me make it clear you'll have this...
Back then, nobody knew in the schoolyard!
Now then, you have grown up to be this hard!
Go then, walk through this world with your heart scarred!
You're the souvenir of sadness...
Choose your path, and there's your truth, follow
Carve an inch, and here comes the sorrow
Everything you do never goes away
Take a chance, and they will erase it
Fight all you can, and they are complacent
Nothing you do can make it all go away
They are in my head now
Exposed, they tear my joy out
Their shadow starts to cast out
Inside I start to lash out
Tell me who I am
I've done all I can
Tell me why my life keeps getting
Harder and harder and harder
Tell me what to feel
This shit can't be real
Tell me why my life keeps getting
Harder and harder and harder
Roll the dice, your number never comes up
Pay the price, and still your life's fucked up
Once again, this evil gets everything
Run away, it's waiting when you get there
Led astray, it's laughing 'cause it led you there
Yet again, you can't make it go away
They are in my head now
Exposed, they tear my joy out
Their shadow starts to cast out
Inside I start to lash out
Tell me who I am
I've done all I can
Tell me why my life keeps getting
Harder and harder and harder
Tell me what to feel
This shit can't be real
Tell me why my life keeps getting
Harder and harder and harder
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
Keep on coming for me
I can't deal
Run away, run away now
It's not real
Come for me, come for me now
I can't deal
Run away, run away now
It's not real
Come for me, come for me now
Come back
Let's go to sober up
So you'll come back, I'm sober
I can't wait to split this invisible cage
Tell me, bitch, this time I can't fake it
One shot, and fuck yes, I take it
I'll miss 'cause you always run away
They always get away
They are in my head now
Exposed, they tear my joy out
Their shadow starts to cast out
Inside I start to lash out
Tell me who I am
I've done all I can
Tell me why my life keeps getting
Harder and harder and harder
Tell me what to feel
This shit can't be real
Tell me why my life keeps getting
Harder and harder and harder
Tell me who I am (I am)
I've done all I can (I can)
Tell me what to feel (to feel)
This shit can't be real (be real)
Harder and harder and harder and harder...
I'll never love again
I won't ever have to pretend
I'm never gonna love again
Damn
I don't ever want to have to try
And though I lie, it never flies
I don't ever wanna have to die
But deep inside, the death, it hides
And I never want to clarify
And justify, so I run and hide
And I never wanna signify
So I pacify all the hate inside
No, I'll never love again
No, I won't ever have to pretend
No, I'm never gonna love again
Never gonna have to try to pretend
Never! Never! Never!
I don't ever wanna satisfy
'Cause things inside are doing fine
I don't ever wanna multiply
'Cause deep inside, I'm not qualified
And I never wanna clarify
And justify, so I run and hide
And I never wanna signify
So I pacify all the hate inside
No, I'll never love again
No, I won't ever have to pretend
No, I'm never gonna love again
Never gonna have to try to pretend
Never! Never! Never!
I'll never love again
I'm never gonna love again
Never! Never! Never!
No, I'll never love again
No, I won't ever have to pretend
No, I'm never gonna love again
Never gonna have to try to pretend
Never! Never! Never!
No
Never! Never! Never!
No
Never! Never! Never
No, I'm never gonna love again
Never gonna have to try to pretend
Never! Never! Never!
The madness creeping up on me,
The pressure's building I foresee,
Alienation's lurking
Spawning lunacy.
Slowly escaping
This wreckage in making
So don't look back for me.
Sometimes we take it all.
Nothing stands in our way.
We have to fight and crawl
To die another day.
Die another day.
Die another day.
Misery often misleads.
It creates things we cannot see.
Excessive thoughts are bound
Distorting reality.
Slowly escaping
This carnage in making
So don't look back for me.
Sometimes we take it all.
Nothing stands in our way.
We have to fight and crawl
To die another day.
Die another day.
Die another day.
Hello, are you there?
How come won't you listen?
I really don't care.
I really don't care .
Slowly escaping
This wreckage in making
Nothing will be the same.
So don't look back for me .
Sometimes we take it all.
Nothing stands in our way.
We have to fight and crawl
To die another day.
Sometimes we take it all.
Nothing stands in our way.
We have to fight and crawl
To die another day.
I've walked this world alone imprisoned by design
This broken bearer of shame is right here by my side
Higher than the highest goes
Darker than the blackest hole
Feel myself release my soul
Sweet relief, my body goes
Hate dominates
Everything I got on my plate
Feel the weight of my pain
Crushing my heart, it's sure to break
I know it really wants to hurt me for sure
I know it set me up, it's death premature
I've tossed my fears aside, engaged in my denial
I'm lost inside this space I find to be so vile
Higher than the highest goes
Darker than the blackest hole
Feel myself release my soul
Sweet relief, my body goes
Hate dominates
Everything I got on my plate
Feel the weight of my pain
Crushing my heart, it's sure to break
I know it really wants to hurt me for sure
I know it set me up, it's death premature
It won't go away
This time it's here to stay
Somehow I'll never be the same
Another day, another way
Another reason for it to chip away
At everything I ever loved
Hate dominates
Everything I got on my plate
Feel the weight of my pain
Crushing my heart, it's sure to break
I know it really wants to hurt me for sure
I know it set me up, it's death premature
Hate dominates
Everything I got on my plate
Feel the weight of my pain
Crushing my heart, it's sure to break
I know it really wants to hurt me for sure
Hurt me for sure